It's don't feels good to be a joke. You guys will not understand what this 'joke' may feels on me. Put yourselves in my shoes& think, not once, not twice but until you can relate to my feel, my pain. It may mean nothing to you all larhs, but shut up please. i really hate the thought of you guys calling the 'XU' surname on me! i hate it okay, how many times much i repeat that i really do hate it? I HATE 'XU' OKAY?! so stop it. **i don't mean to sound harsh if i do, just to let you guys know, i really hate you guys calling my a 'XU' family people.**
School is okay, fun at times with/without Gay. I'm not very sad neither am i emo-ing, just that i'm trying to concentrate on my studies. & then with Gay around, lessons may be much fun, reason being she's sitting right beside me in class! Take for example today, Gay's absent. You don't expect me to turn& talk to the air when yang is behaving like a sleep log during lesson time. Now tell me who to talk to in class? Three of you always talk among yourselves & calling you guys is equivalent to calling upon the air! so please tell me, should i smilelaughtalkgiggleplay with myself?! ~ It's the first time i fell asleep during my free period [art] & i wonder do loud music doze people off or wake up their sleepy minds? So shocking yet i have to say: 各花入各眼,所以对我来说她一点都不起眼。 No personal issues larhs, just really don't find her pretty (:
The dragonfly story is touching but i'm not sure if i'm crying because of it or what. Hehs, but not to worry. ShirleyLovesYou,Kenny