i'm rotting, i'm really rotting now. I'm at my relative's house using the com, hopping through internet sites. Basically doing nothing. I've just got my frindge, hair cut& i hate it. Gonna go reborn it next week- frindge. Anyway, after hopping for so long. Something made me very happy yet at the same time very sad. i've somehow found JOYCE's blog. She's a friend i got to know 2 years back when i'm working at bugis. Although i only went out with her like 2/3 times, she felt like A VERY CLOSE FRIEND to me. I don't know what i'm to her, but i really missed her. The first time i met Baby, was the last time i saw her. It's like 1 year but i miss her badly. Never had i have some indepth feelings for a friend. But somehow, i just couldnt get to her since months ago. Misunderstandings? i've tried calling her upteem times but none was answered & no message was replied. What had happened? I think she's sad? after reading her blog. i wanted to talk to her. Why am i fading away from her? She's really a great friend. PLEASE JOYCE, REPLY TO ME. Well, got nothing more to blog, life's really unfair to me. i miss baby but i carnt go& meet him. Why did curfews even exist in the first place?! Sucks, i need a better life. In fact, I WANT A BETTER LIFE.