Alright. I'm blogging NOW okay? Though certian outings were fun, I'm not much of a mood to elaborate. & the time now is 10.40a.m It's a SUNDAY but i'm gonna be at home. Cause~ Baby's working today, again ): & NDP yesterday was so boring. it has always been BORING. Been studying these few days & i wish that all hard work will be paid. Bro called yesterday for like hours, i chatted with him without really studying. & it's irritating to have those gamblers beside. It's hard to concenetrate ): Got so fucked up can? i just like wanted to have a nice chat like about my school& studies but you asked me to ...'just go ITE larhs.' If i had aimed for that bloody sucky ite then i will not have want to waste my 1 yr here in hkss =,= More hurtful words were said but i'd rather not mention.. It's not a discouragement nor encouragement to me It's just so hurtful to know that i'm so useless to you! You just don't TRUSTme. Be it in my studies, my love-life, my thinking, my everything. Why is life such a torture to me? Even baby think i'm not fighting for what i should have. & i just wanna defend myself that: It's not i'm not fighting for my own rights, but i'm tired of doing it when itALWAYSend up the same old way. I'm really very tired. I'll always love you.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
