i really hate myself for not being determined enough to study. Well, i did not really study yesterday cause i was slacking the day away. but i will not blame it that i'm sick therefore i couldn't concentrate instead i blame myself, For always being the same lazyone. Well, yesterday i accompany ahma to the optician. Ahma's so CUTE, i must say. as a illiterate, she couldn't read nor write so when asked to read the alphabets on the screen, the optician asked ah ma to draw out the shape of the thing she saw. & the way my ahma wrote those letters made us laughed. she really drew like drawing, all the steps were wrong! & the look she have with the 'spects' on is utterly indescribable CUTE! Because ahma only know how to speak hokkien, i did translation for her & she say alot of funny stuffs which made me laughed so hard! really love ahma so much(: but the result of the check wasn't very pleasing but not very saddening either. It's an old people kinda problem. Oh yarhs, i must thank the optician. He's really a great& humorous man, kept bringing laughter in the shop. & if not for him, i think i wouldn't have laughed. He also did counsel me& baby before, lol. When he asked about baby yesterday, He told me something which i think make sense. It's not how you see him but how others does that makes the impression. It's something i know but not something i've apply. Therefore with him saying it, i realised how i've been seeing things differently. Well, i wished happiness for him& his wife(: It's another rainy day but i believe baby can do well [: