Friday, September 12, 2008
~,~ FUCK! i hate myself for being so careless larhs!
Seriously stupid =,=
i reached school at 7.20a.m today okay?!
~ when my exam only starts at 10.40a.m !!!!!!
when i went down hurriedly in the morning,
i still thought i was late.
& when i didn't saw huiyan& maine not at the bus-stop,
i thought i was really late& they went off without me.
FuckShit! who knows I'm the damn early one!!
&kill the weather for me please?!
i just walk in the rain to the bus-stop =,=
it was something you rarely see me do nowadays
- walking in the rain =,=
but after being alone at the bus-stop,
i cooled down& I'm feeling better now.
But I still felt stupid.
& initially i wasn't in such a bad mood in the morning.
i wanted to go jiachun's house so i wouldn't wasted a trip to school
& i would not waste my time using the com now =,=
[i wasn't using bus concession]
However, she told me:
but I'm alone at home& i didn't tell my mum..
i was like ` -_-
i did not blame her but there goes it lurhs,
i was pissed as i didn't want to walk in the rain
& home alone.
Whatever larhs, hope POA paper 1 is manageable
so it will bring up my day a little.
Called baby once i reached home
& chatted only for a while as he's going into his office ):
I'm alone at home now, again.
Anyway, i' going to shower now
& do some revision for the poa paper which is at 10.40a.m!
♥ iloveyoustill.
Bye moody.
Shirley needs time& things to get better.
