Days haven't been any good for me lately... I seems to lost my direction for a bit... Knowing what I wanted and trying to achieve it seems like a lifting pan... The amount of strength needed is triple the amount of what you wanted... After all that much I'd placed in, it seems kind of mediocre compared to the little bits of what others had done... Perhaps... while working for that little bit today... I sees the difference between a strong leader and a someone who's as mediocre as me... I seems to always think that I'm better then the rest... however, I didn't notice that this particular thinking made me the worst amongst the rest...
Maybe I need a week of rest and to re-focal my thoughts... or maybe I don't... such dilemma...
Saturday, November 29, 2008
