i thought year 2009 was a good one for us but i guess it's no longer one now. i call& hang because i couldn't hold back my tears. am i that complicated for you to understand? if you were at work, maybe all will be were left unsaid. & nothing will happen. bro can you call me? i need you now. i know you won't see this, but i'm feeling so bad now. & fuck. i just remembered that my phone value died JUST in the morning .!. you can't contact me even IF we've got that telepathy. damn it. i feel like dying. everything sucks today, i missed the bus in the morning. my stomach hitted me again. i don't feel like eating. can someone imagine.. i'm crying in office now. i hate this kinda feeling~
1.24PM: i hope that's no more next time please. i really hate having this kinda feelings, crying like a fool.
Whatever, on a happier note, i'm done with my stuffs again :D actually since 11AM, i'm done. so i've been idling since then & time now is 2.53PM. I'm still eating my lunch- chicken chop. HAH! 1 hour has passed i guess? wonder if my poly mates will be able to tolerate. haha, suddenly i miss girlfriends. though i felt left out& was bullied most of the time x):
... ... just thrown my chicken chop away cause it has turned cold & yucky. Okay, i think i'm going to concentrate & help noelle finish the updates. but... 2 pages to me is peanuts lah! (; no really need much concentration! okay craps, doing it now.. eh, wait. before i forget, STEVE& DINESH: YOU TWO BASTARDS! SUCKS TO THE EXTREME CORE MAN~ I HOPE
Friday, February 6, 2009
