Sip in the Eye Dreamt of myBaby. I can hardly describe the dream I had. And now I am here awaken...
The Fact Today myBaby is going to repair her lappy and meet my friends to go collect the F1 crew shirt and F1 authorize pass. We'll guess what? myBaby can't come out today due to some selfish act... She's grounded becoz she went home late again!
I'm really pissed... myBaby and I can hardly go home after 9pm. By 6plus myBaby will be nagging me telling me that she have to go home already... But for these 3 consecutive day... myBaby reach home at 10+ to 11pm... wow... how fair huh?
And becoz of that... she's grounded... our pre-planned meet up today have to go into drain... I dunno what else can I say... just that action speaks louder then words...
FFS (for fuck sake) if this is what the world have to offer me, I'm ready to meet god anytime.
The Lose A boy came into this world having almost everything. 3yrs later he got a brother. The family bond was mere perfect. Another 5yrs later he have a sister. 10yrs after he appears in this world god took his family bond away from him. 1999 god gave him a girl to take away his heart and smash it on the floor. The same year god gave him another girl to show him the fact of relationship and took away his brother bond with his heart powdered... Not long after... god took away his dad... from then on, god took away his fortune and his property... god took away his close friends and his very close neighbour. God gave him another girl and took away more fortune. It doesn't take long... and god took his heart and smashed on the floor several times... 2007 god gave him a miracle. 2008 god took away some happiness from him... 2009 god took away his luck... and till today... god took away his fair standing in this society...
Sent to earth with everything... but god collected them back... now all he's left with is his mother, his sister, the girl that's loving him and his life. If god visits again... he is going to say this... "God... don't take away my mother... she'd suffer enough and I want her to enjoy her life. God don't take away my sister, she needs to see the world more and she needs a better environment. God don't take away the one who loves me so much... She have a future to pursue and it will hurt me really bad if any of those were taken away from me." And then he speaks softly... "God... take me away instead... I'd lost my luck... I'd lost my fortune, I'd even lost the fair standing in this society... The next thing that I want to lost... I will want to lost myself..."
That's the fruitful and unfair life of this boy... KTJA...
Frankly... return me everything or just take me away...
Thursday, September 17, 2009
