This day i got a bad dream. ( those text in green don't bother to read it anyway) Not really a bad one too because i don't even know the ending and my sister woke me up. This time round i could get back to sleep so here i am typing out how i felt in any case i forgot. I feel like a senile person when i couldn't even rmb what i did during last Christmas& new eve's count down at all. Totally could not recall when my sister and baby were so sure that i did celebrated. What is wrong with me? Well back to the dream. It seems to be a dream to remind that in even in the new year, no one can be trusted. Friends that i am totally not close to, ppl i don't like, classmates that i haven contact in the past few years appear in my dream. And someone told me another person or rather almost everyone is discussing about me. know what is was? If i am not wrong this is it: i ask someone, a girl (whom i can't rmb now) to acc baby for one day as i was having some activities going on and i don't want baby to be alone. It was a total mix of cliques of my all my friends. I remember before that rumor, i was still chatting with may, esther and ppl and don't know why they were planning a movie in school with a girl in my sec sch which almost everyone including me dislike. Suddenly i was my not close secondary school classmate and we were about to enter a haunted house in school. Baby was with the girl in a space behind our queue. And i remembered someone asking me looking at your bf and the girl? Then my not close secondary school classmate about the thing everyone was talking about me. They were saying i was a bad gf or something. I haven got hold of all the ppl who spread this rumor and i was asked to get into the haunted house. A fucking stupid one. I was hug by the ghost and after that i continue walking it was nothing but a normal lecture threatre. I saw caroline my last sem classmate and i sat 2 seats beside her( maybe thinking she have already knew abut the thing) And before i was woke up by my sister, caroline asked me, are we still friends? The very least thing i wanna know in the dream was what is the conclusion of baby and me. What happened to us inside my dream, but i don't know... This dream totally reminds me of a song i have been listening to these while for quite some time Shall change my blog song to that WHEN I AM FREEEEEEEEEEEEE
Well after Christmas till today i have been doing that model for submission and i have yet to finish! hated myself for doing work so slowly *-* Anyway, countdown to a new year later! however not very looking forward because i have to join baby to this student council meet up when i don't even know a single person there-.-"
Thursday, December 31, 2009
