Throughout the whole lecture, stress was the word running through my mind. Luckily it's not that worst as i thought it was, BUT the whole load of school works really make me feel so sucky!
And now that i'm needed to ALWAYS construct models, i can't afford to have grandma sleeping in my room because she sleeps at? 9/10pm everyday! how am i suppose to do my work then?! Every now and then when she stays here i have to pack ALL my messy stuffs at the most crucial timing- 9 pm where my inspirations come to me and take them all out again the next day. Imagine after doing all that, where do i get the mood to do my work- Sigh/. Seriously why should i be living such life!!!?! Even though i feel guilty to make the request to ask mummy tell grandma not to stay in our house for the next 2 years, i have got no choice at all ): (fyi; my mummy rejected-.-) what should i do??????! GRRRRRRRRRRR.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
